I know its been a while since i dissappeared..and i know i have not kept my promise to continue writing on my umrah trip..so sorry..its just i dont feel like writing anything here during my pregnancy..perhaps its a hormon thingy...maaf kan den yo..
Well..alhamdulillah my baby Azfar is safely arrived in my arms on 17th Sept 2009 at 9.58am. Tuhan aje yg tahu how grateful i am to have this precious little bundle in my arms and when i look down i know hes going to change mylife forever.
So i am going to share my experience on his delivery (well if this can be considered as PENGALAMAN BERSALIN as i had a caeserian)
That thursday morning i woke early and felt so tired. Without sensing any unusual i rushed to get myself ready for check up appt at KJMC. Sampai kat sana around 9am i went straight to level 1 where klinik dr fatima is located and was asked by the nurse to go to level 3 for CTG. Sampai aje kat situ the staff nurse placed some kind of belt wrapping around my belly and the purpose of this thing is to track the fetal heartbeat..I was thrill as i want to know if my baby is doing well.
As i looking at the midwife's face i sensed that was something is going very wrong..frown on her face makes me uneasy but i tried to stay calm kot2 mmg dia ni jenis yang suka mengerut2 kan...hahahaha....and then she went off to ntah mana tah..and approximately 20min after that she came back and examine the heartbeat reading still with her frowning face..and she said
"U sakit ke sekarang"
"Sakit sikit2 la" i said
"U ada contraction la..strong la..malam tadi ada sakit tak"
"ada..tp tak regular.., kenapa ye?"
"Fetal hbeat not good la..kalau macam ni tak bagus la" kata midwife dlm pelat2 cina dan dengan segera dia pun menelefon my gynae with a loudspeaker on
"Helo doc..u dengar fetal hbeat ahh...not good laa..."
"ok, im coming now..get ready for Caeser"dr fatima plak cakap camtu
Aku yg masih terpinga2 tried to pull myself together and digest all the information i heard and instantly realised i definitely will have a caeserian.
Tapi part yang tak boleh aku lupa is where all the nurses kecoh2 nak siapkan aku secepat mungkin untuk pergi OT so basically diorang kenalah bogelkan aku..tp bila dah siap sesi bogel membogel..aku br perasan aku masih pakai tudung..so dengan wajah yang agak2 bodoh aku tanya..
"Tudung nak bukak ke?"
apalah kebodohannyaaaa.....
Bila diorang nak bawak aku ker OT baru aku teringat nak bgtau en. suami yg ada menunggu di bawah..aku pun call le en. suami.
"bang, i kena caeser nie..abang naik skrg kat level 3. Diorang nk buat skrg"
"ok, i dah ader sini, bilik mana i nak pergi ni?"tanya en. suami
"try tanya nurse"aku pun tak tahu nakjwb sebenarnya..
Sesampainya kat OT, dr bius pun datang nak bagi anesthatic yg tak sampai 5 seconds buat kaki aku berat dan langsung tak rasa. Aku pada masa itu pun bacalah segala ayat2 yg aku tau tapi alhamdulillah sepanjang proses tu aku tenang dan redha ajelah asalkan baby selamat.
Mula2nya aku pandang ke kiri tapi bila dr suruh aku pandang kanan mengadap suami baru aku perasan mamat kat tepi aku tu en. suami hehe..dia dah pki lain attire dengan surgery mask aku dh tak kenal plak. Dalam hati..hensem jugak laki aku pki camni..nasib baik tak jadik surgeon..kalau tak mesti patient ramai ngorat..boleh terfikir camtu????
Lebih kurang 20 min dr dan kuncu2nya menggodam perut aku yg dulunya seksi, dr tanya en. suami..
"nak tgk baby keluar? tak pengsan kan?"
"Boleh..InsyaAllah tak pengsan" jwb en. suami konfiden
Terasa seakan perutku di buat roti canai dan after few seconds...
"Assalamualaikum" my dr said
dan terus kedengaran bunyi tangisan yg paling sweet di muka bumi ini and husband went to me with his thumbs up...everything ok laa maknanya tu..
Lepas 5 min untuk pertama kali aku bertemu dengan anakku Muhammad Amir Azfar yg sangat2 comel kurasakan (sapa lagi nak puji kalau tak mak sendiri)
First thing dalam kepala aku..'eh, lebatnya rambut dia'
En. suami pun pergi mendapatkan baby untuk diazankan sebelum proses jahit menjahit.
Setelah semua selesai aku pun di bawa ke wad 328(smpi mati ingat wad ni)yg best sbb ada LCD TV yg besorrr.
So itulah serba sedikit pengalaman melahirkan Azfar yg sebenarnya mudah sangat..walaupun orang banyak yg takut caeser..sebenarnya apa yg perlu cuma redha dan berfikiran positif..all will be just FINE..
For my baby...my precious little bundle..if one day u read this..mama wants u to know that u are everything in mylife..i love u with all my heart and soul..my baby..